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You Mean It Was A Vitamin Deficiency!

June 7, 2010

Oh my gosh, I had trouble sleeping for awhile. After I moved back home, my boyfriend really helped a lot and my nightmares slowly went away until they were finally gone. If I was screaming right back he would be in my ear telling me that love conquers all and he was there with me. Truly an awesome guy.

I still had issues with getting up at night … he likes to call them …. “jumpy legs”. It turns out the water here is really high in Calcium and so he started to feed me Magnesium. It worked! I am so grateful that I don’t have to take medications to be normal. That every thing is truly about balance, rest, exercise, and nutrition. I think the most important change I made was who I spend my time with too. I live and work with him day and night, can you imagine all that non-stop love and support has changed my whole life. I’m not running for the plane, train or automobile, and if I am…it’s cause we are going on vacation!

There was one last issue though. I keep waking up at 3:00 a.m. (the witching hour) I refer to it as. I was on the phone with Red Elk this morning and asked him his thoughts. It inspired this post for his blog, but I thought I would share this with you here. The gist for me is, when I wake up look at it as a time to spend with God and communicate in those moments instead of looking at it as a “witching hour”. When I went on my morning run that was exactly the conclusion I had come to before we spoke. I realized that it seemed different than before, this morning wake up call and I would use that time to take a walk in the beautiful mountains I live. Here is Red Elk’s thoughts on the matter:

“I CAN’T SLEEP!”

This from one in a phone conversation today.
Got me to thinking…HAVE HEARD THIS MANY MANY TIMES over the years.

ALL from ones SEARCHING To LEARN! “Connector” seekers. Aho?

EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM see this as a “CURSE”!

Oh boy, must I “tell” its’ reason Over and Over…to “BELIEVERS”?

“Believe” in WHAT!??? IF THEY  I N S I S T  ON  N O T BELIEVING WHAT THEY READ IN THE GOOD BOOK…then WHY claim to be a BELIEVER!

OK, I “know my place”. That being to EXPLAIN what BIG BROTHER (Jesus) SHOWED…and actually TAUGHT.

Taught in a WAY that was…but was NOT TO BE COMPREHENDED by the masses in general. THAT Comprehension is NOW TO BE REVEALED “T O D A Y”.

It is THE    T I M E    TO AWAKEN!

Do you recall He had to PLAINLY EXPLAIN to His DISCIPLES one (more?) of His telling(s) to the general masses? THEY DIDN’T UNDERSTAND ANY BETTER THEN THE MASSES DID!

Rather a bit frustrating to The poor Guy! sigh

OK, maybe I can help explain. Lets start Here: YOU ARE DOPES! ( :

There, I SAID IT! And probably JUST HOW HE FELT with His “followers”.

He had more “politeness” then I do, I guess. POOR GUY!

Well, I “AINT” HIM!…so HANG ON, you “Believers”!

“I CAN’T SLEEP!”….NOT A “CURSE” at ALL! a GIFT! “DAD” is GIVING YOU A TIME TO BE WITH HIM! a TIME of “The PRAYER CLOSET”! ALONE, just YOU and HIM…TOGETHER! J U S T YOU TWO! NO Distractions…His PRIVATE TIME, With YOU!

USE IT! Use it as JUST THAT! HE WANTS TO START TEACHING YOU…but YOU, you “dope”, see it as a “CURSE”!

“GOD is IN A LL THINGS”! THIS is a “THING”! SEE WHY IT is HIM “doing”…and SHUT UP YOUR’ COMPLAINING AND LEARN, darn it!

IF you CLAIM to be “a Believer”…YOU HAD BETTER LEARN HOW TO BACK YOUR’ “word” UP!!!

We call this SLEEPLESSNESS Time: “Time to / of CONTEMPLATION(ing).

LET YOUR’ MIND “Wonder”….THINK of things TO Think about…things to think ON…things to think “WHY”? “WHAT”? / Etc..

Don’t FORCE yourself to “contemplate” something on…ALLOW “HIM” TO CHOOSE! You will find the “things” narrow Down and Down…till ONLY ONE THING REMAINS. THAT is what “He” wants to TEACH YOU ON!

NOW do you understand WHY YOU “CAN’T SLEEP”!???

I’d consider APOLOGIZING to “Dad” for “cursing” the “CURSE”.

Remember, “believer”… “PRAISE GOD IN  A L L !!!  THINGS”!!

Aho?

re

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